Dear Friends,

Hi! Am sorry I haven't been around lately! Been very busy with my job - lots to do at so little time. Had also been depressed a bit because of the pressures from other workgroups. I'm holding on, though, because I know that there really are "difficult people" who sometimes try to make our lives miserable.

Well, I'm glad to hear good news about you - Sav is set to go to Hong Kong for training and Ces is excited about her "new life" and meeting people, including an Italian guy! Good luck to both of you!

Hope Aussie is fine! Had been missing her, too!

How had you been doing, Horse? Hope you're fine, as well! And hello to our "untiring and patient" I-ching readers ( UK Anon & Shai) and our new friends Mina & Pooh and the rest of the forum members. Hope you all have a good day!

Will drop more lines later! Have to go back to work!

Love,

Madison

Hi Madison

How nice to see you again
My computer had a 'melt down' on Friday so I have not been on line and to a computer addict like myself that's a killer !
I don't think my computer is repairable, it's something in the hard drive and it's already almost 6 years old.
I wish I could stay on here longer and write more but I can't. I have tons of things to do today and already I am running very late.
I will post this now and try and get on here later to write more.
Auss should be having her baby soon so I hope we hear from her.
Hi Sav, UK and Horse.....
and all of our pals here.
Madison I'm glad you're back, I missed you!

Have a great day,
Ces

Dear Ces,

Hi, there! Read your sharing about an "old pal" and your disinterest in the Italian guy! There may be change of "feelings" every now and then but I guess it's good for you. Go girl . . . explore your world! Finding the right guy for you would be challenging - what with the so many guys around (now and in your past)?!! Just take your time and enjoy lookin'! You'll find him, don't worry!

As a friend, though, I'd like to tell you not to expect that someone perfect would come along! Just go find that guy who would make you happy and would complete your life. This may not happen soon but enjoy the search. (As you've said, with I-ching, it's very remote that you'd make a mistake again! I agree!)

Got a terrible headache! Can't write a lot! Just visited the forum so I can greet you and our other friends. Wish you good days ahead!

Always,

Madison

Hi Madison,
Hey it's good to see you again
So sorry about your head ache, I sure hope that's under control by now. I know when I don't drink enough water I always get headaches and if you add a pinch of good mineral salt (the gray colored sticky salt) then it really helps headaches Oh and so does MSM, it's a pill you can get at health food stores. It grow in grass. Dogs and Cats eat it as often as possible cause they know that they need it and so do we. Anyway I had a headache 'from hell' one time and someone suggested that I take that and I did and it went away. I had decided to 'go off' of white sugar completely and on the 7th day my body really put up one big fit, I'm not kidding when I say 'I really did wonder if my head was just going to explode!' Talk about being 'hooked' on something, I had no idea how addicted I was to sugar.... well I'm not as strict these days but I am working on slowing down the sugar intake again.. that time I was off sugar for 6 months, then Bill, my fiance' died and I immediately went to a store and bought 6 HUGE candy bars and ate them! It probably would have made some people deathly ill but it actually calmed me down! So I was on a sugar run for a few years!!! then I've slowly been cutting it back. Now I am beginning to feel 'human' again so I guess my cycle with the Cosmos is changing.
I just read my post from UK about my 'old pal' and me moving from this house I live in and he's right about me being tired! Boy it's been a drag... BUT... the good news is that I've begun an exercise routine. I do aerobics and Yoga, 2 days on, 1 day off then 2 days on and 2 days off AND it's working! I'm beginning to feel like I will have the strength to live again
No kidding, when I have felt so tired for so long it's completely impossible to go and get a real job cause some days I just can't function BUT now hopefully with some 'strength' training I will step back into the real world as a new and better person.
It's been raining here for a week almost, not all day but most of the day so I haven't been to the beach but I hope to go tomorrow with my friend Debbie, she's the only other person I know around here that likes to get in the water as much as I do. There's alot of people living near the Gulf but lots of them don't like to get in that water and to me it's been 'magical'.... as in helping to restore my body to some kind of 'normal' balance so I can begin to strengthen the rest of me. The I Ching and the book A Course in Miracles help to strengthen my soul. I haven't studied the Course of Miracles too much but I do like it alot, and I am still waiting for my Super I Ching book from Alex (talk about a -*test*-('") in patience which I am passing with pretty good grades , I seem to have much much more patience than I have ever had before and alot more compassion for myself and the rest of the human race WHICH is a good change for me!)
Now where was I?
I love this board and how I 'feel' just as I sit here and write. I see my pals, Horse, Uk, Sav, Auss and you Madison like we we were all in the same room. I need to go now and read more of the forums so I can meet new people.
I'm using the computer in 'the other room' which is not mine, which belongs to the guy I used to be married too. He doesn't mind if I use it but I don't like to when he's around and today he's gone So it's so nice to be here with you all and please KNOW that I think of you all the time and I hope to win the lotto so I can host a wonderful party, all expenses paid to some great island in the Caribbean or Italy or Greece, just somewhere we can all spend a great holiday together and relax and learn more about the I Ching )) The Italians say 'it cost's nothing to dream' so I what the heck 'dream'
Auzzie (Auss, but when I say your name to myself it always comes out Auzzie, I hope you don't mind ) you must be almost ready to have your sweet baby OR maybe you already have... I send you all the love and prayers for health for both you and your baby that I can and I'm sure everyone else here is feeling the same.
Big hugs to you all,
Your Pal forever,
Ces