Hello Horse my friend

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Well I am so glad to read something from you and to know that you are Ok and just busy.
I know I missed being on this board very much during the time I didn't have electricity after the hurricane. Infact we just got the power back on last night at midnight!
I have been going through lots and lots of soul searching and was just about ready to run off to New Mexico then Uk Anon threw the coins for me and said the I Ching says Florida is where I should stay... WHICH... absolutely floored me. I was ready to get the heck out of here.... that Hurricane really scarred the heck out of me, it was beyond scarry to say the least... BUT.. anyway I DO LOVE the beach and the warm water and the warm weather in the winter.. man that is so nice after living all of my life in cold cold winters.
How's your Dad doing? When ever I think of you and your family I always say a prayer cause I know how stressful that all can be!
It's been two weeks and one day since the Hurricane and life here in Port Charlotte is just begining to get back to normal but I think it will take a long long time to return to 'normal'.... it's like every building in town and the surrounding counties that got hit by it have to be fixed or replaced.
It sure makes you think about what is important in life after going such an experience.
My 'X' has now stopped drinking only because he had two diabetic strokes in one week but he's still a miserable guy. I just think that the booze may have cooked his brain cause he's just not in his right mind.
He's going up to Maryland next week and I'm going to move out while he's gone.
I don't want to ever 'get back with him' but I do feel sorry for him so it will be easier for me to leave while he is gone. He on the other hand is like a walking dead man with no emotions or feelings of compassion for anyone.
I've gone through hating his guts and now I just feel sorry for him...
So what ever you are doing I hope to see you here once in awhile, I miss seeing you here and I also wonder what's happened to Auzzie and Madison... I sure hope they are ok and I sure hope Auzzie's baby is doing good. I'm anxiously awaiting to hear how he's doing (she said it was going to be a boy right?

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Ok my friend, you take care of yourself and I'll get on here as often as I can.
Big hugs to you and I'll write more soon.
Love,
Ces